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After every apple in place of a donut, every denied brownie, every extra half hour in the gym — in all due time, it will all be so worth it. Every moment of pain will eventually be traded in for a moment of glory. You will look in the mirror and you will know that all the blood, sweat, and tears was 100% WORTH IT. And most important of all, YOU will feel absolutely beautiful. 

I feel like I’ve had so many fuck-up days this week. But I still hit the gym every day. I eat healthy breakfasts, lunches, and dinners. It’s just hanging out with friends that fucks it up, particularly on the weekends. Hey, I’m in college. Most kids eat like fatasses here, and occasionally I have nights where I am sad to say I fall victim to the same habits. College kids pounce on cookies, live off late night ice cream fixes, and mistake pizza or beer for a food group. Regardless, I still immediately get back on track. I don’t live this lifestyle 24/7, and I don’t let the freshman 15 get to me, but occasionally, I cave a little bit. However, that doesn’t mean I’m done for good. That doesn’t mean, fuck it — it’s over. It means tomorrow is a brand new day, and just because I had a little fuck-up does not mean I’m done living my new, healthy lifestyle. It just means I’m human, it just means I’m totally a college kid. It means tomorrow, I get back on my feet and begin again.

went out partying for cinco de mayo last night, but cops showed up and we had to leave like 20 mins after we got there lolcollegeproblems. 

but anyway, we got back and some of my friends/people i was with smoked a shit ton of weed in this one guy’s room, which isn’t a problem for me because i don’t smoke, but then they ate, which would be where the problem comes in.

this one guy had those gummy eggs or whatever. didn’t ask him for any :]

other friends had pizza. didn’t ask to bum pizza off them.

later we went to the market on campus and more people got pizza and soda. one of my friends asked if i wanted anything. i said no :]

then he asked if i wanted his pizza crust (it was pepperoni so he could only offer me crust lol), and soda. repeatedly asked me if i wanted some. keep in mind that it was like 2:30 in the morning and i hadn’t eaten since dinnertime and i was hungry.

DENIED IT EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. YEAH MOTHERFUCKAAAS SELF-CONTROL, THAT’S WHAT’S UP!

That awkward moment when you gain the same amount of followers on your fitspo blog that you’ve had for two weeks as your personal blog that you’ve had for almost two years…

Haha, thanks guys. Sad day for my personal blog, but great for my fitspo blog.

Anyway, I’ve been reblogging and reblogging like crazy.

I’m signing out of Tumblr for the rest of the day. I have a paper to write and I have to pick classes for next year since registration for me opens tomorrow.

Oh, and I DIDN’T BINGE LAST NIGHT even though I totally felt like it. I had that stupid half of a cinnamon roll and went to sleep without eating anything else! :)

All I’ve eaten all day today are a homemade veggie taco and an abundance of fruits :] mango, papaya, pineapple, banana. mmm summertime fruits <3 oh and i made that little low-calorie snack, the 10 cucumber slices and tablespoon of fat free cream cheese. delicious. GOING STRONG AND NOT GIVING IN. FUCK BINGING. MAY WILL BE THE MONTH OF EVEN GREATER DEDICATION AND COMMITMENT. 

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Therefore, my birthday is in exactly 3 months.

I WILL be my own fitspiration by then.

I did a pretty damn good job in April if you ask me, but May, May will be the month of even greater perfection, dedication, commitment, and discipline.

Making May my bitch. 

The last full month of spring, before summer’s in full swing.
didn’t mean for that time rhyme, ha. but seriously. THINGS ARE GOING TO CHANGE. Flat abs will be mine soon enough heheheheh